in development

Happy National Neighborhood Day

2011-09-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

This video was the winner of the 2009 National Neighborhood 'What does Neighborhood mean to me?"

The Winners:

Dayna Jondal and John Kestner, both 16 and from Austin, Minnesota, for their film Old Cloth.

Game Plan

2009-10-14T15:14:00.000-07:00

The Etching of the day-Color Scheme

2009-10-12T23:42:00.000-07:00

The Etching of the day-Let The Sun Shine

2009-10-02T10:58:00.000-07:00

Etching of the night-Night Sky

2009-10-01T21:55:00.000-07:00

Etching of the day-Saving the Salmon

2009-10-01T13:19:00.000-07:00

Here is an article out of today's San Francisco Chronicle, efforts to save the salmon may hurt farmers. But help restore the salmon population.

Water pressure: By Kelly Zito :CHRONICLE STAFF WRITER

More than a half century after a colossal federal dam built outside Fresno transformed 64 miles of the San Joaquin River into a dusty trench and annihilated native salmon populations, engineers will open the floodgates to begin a new era for California’s second-longest river.

Beginning today, operators will release small pulses of water from Friant Dam with an eye toward “rewetting” the parched riverbed and ultimately reintroducing salmon species beginning next year.

Sizable, year-round flows will not push water through the entire length of the 150-mile stretch of the river between the dam and its union with the Merced River until 2014.

Changes in the dam’s operations are the first visible signs of a historic river restoration settlement between environmentalist and fishing groups, the federal government and agricultural interests.

But the initial flows also highlight the contradictory pressures facing dams in modern California.

While this week brought a tentative agreement to remove four dams along the Klamath River in far northern California and southern Oregon to revive key salmon runs, Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger has made it clear that a pending overhaul of the state’s deteriorating water system will gain his signature only if it includes major new dam and reservoir projects.

Many involved in the protracted fight to restore the San Joaquin River say today’s action represents a rare instance of sacrifice, cooperation and success.

“This is truly momentous,” said Monty Schmitt, senior scientist at the Natural Resources Defense Council.

“When you look at the backdrop of water resource conflicts happening throughout the West, there are very few examples of problems being solved. No one got exactly what they wanted in this, b ut we’ve settled this and we’re getting water in the river. That’s huge.”

The legal battle to revive the San Joaquin River, which carves a crescent-shaped, south-north route from the foothills east of Fresno to the sprawling Sacramento-San Joaquin River Delta east of the Bay Area, dates back to 1988.

That year, the Natural Resources Defense Council and environmental groups sued the U.S. Bureau of Reclamation and other federal agencies to prevent them from renewing long-term water contracts with Friant-area irrigation districts that would have continued to siphon virtually all of the water from San Joaquin.

When Friant Dam was built in the 1940s to provide water to about 1 million acres of farmland, it slashed flows to a seasonal trickle and some experts came to describe the river as little more than an agricultural drainage ditch. Once-plentiful salmon runs — old timers told of scooping fish from the rivers to use as hog feed — disappeared by the early 1950s.

Nearly two decades after the legal wrangling began, in 2006, a federal judge sided with the environmental and fishing groups, ordering the reinstatement of flows and salmon. This past March, Congress gave the project a financial boost by approving $400 million for the river as part of a landmark wilderness bill. An additional $200 million will come from previously approved California bonds.

Funds will pay for studying water flows and temperatures, fixing damaged canals, deepening of too-shallow channels and adding fish ladders.

As it stands, the San Joaquin flows for 38 miles past Friant Dam, where it is gradually funneled into cropland by those with rights to pull water directly from the river. At that point, however, the riverbed turns into a sandy furrow for 24 miles. It flows again near the Mendota Pool, where it meets up with the federally constructed canal that moves water from the delta to the Central Valley. Past Sack Dam a short way downriver, the San Joaquin again runs dry for about 40 miles until it converges with the Merced River and its tributaries.

Wildlife biologists who lament the loss of a robust river system teeming with fish and waterfowl welcome the effort to re-establish one, continuous river flow to the Pacific Ocean.

For the 15,000 farmers served by the river and Millerton Lake behind Friant Dam, however, the 18 percent or so reduction in their water supplies couldn’t come at a worse time. Drought, environmental restrictions on water exports from the delta and a floundering economy have forced many Central Valley farmers to fallow acreage or pump water from underground. Pumping too much water from wells carries significant risks: It can push water levels below the reach of wells and cause land subsidence.

“This isn’t going to be catastrophic, but farmers are going to pump, pump, pump groundwater,” said Randy McFarland, spokesman for the Friant Water Users Authority, which represents the region’s farmers. “In a sense, that’s going to defeat the purpose of the project because the dam was built originally because farmers were depleting groundwater in the 1920s.”

E-mail Kelly Zito at kzito@sfchronicle.com.

The Etching of the day-Water

2009-09-30T10:40:00.000-07:00

[Water.org] Co-founded by Matt Damon and Gary White, Water.org is a nonprofit organization that has transformed hundreds of communities in Africa, South Asia, and Central America by providing access to safe water and sanitation.

Water.org Vision: the day when everyone in the world can take a safe drink of water.

Read more about the mission Matt Damon is on, to ensure that everyone in the world can take a safe drink of water, in the October 2009 issue of Esquire Magazine. The article,

Matt Damon: The Celebrity Shall Save You, written by By Luke Dittrich, is posted at Esquire.com

Also, learn more at http://water.org/

The Etching of the day-Our Values

2009-09-29T11:28:00.000-07:00

"These are not ordinary times", I read this in an article a couple of days ago and it has stuck with me. The spokesperson said, "ordinarily we would not do this (whatever it was), however these are not ordinary times." How true! How liberating. Indeed these are not ordinary times. If there was ever a time to step up and take chances, this period of time in our world qualifies.

I set up this blog for many reasons, but partly because it is not an ordinary time for me. I have been on a path of study, research and looking for a new job. I have watched California's unemployment rate go up and down, but like a failed diet, more up than down. As of this writing the unemployment rate sits at 12.2%.

As I research jobs and companies, I look for the companies VISION, MISSION, VALUES statement. I've been inspired by that process and it nurtures, sometimes, my own vision, mission and values. This is a recent statement I copied and pasted,

VISION, MISSION, VALUES
Our Vision: Our vision is to enable free-flowing communications between people, inclusive of differences in abilities, languages, or locations.
Our Mission: Our mission is to enable communications that positively impact our deaf, deaf blind, hard of hearing, and hearing customers every day. We enable these communications through intimate customer knowledge, high-quality professional services, advanced technology, and the passion and commitment of our employees.
Our Values: Own It. Take the initiative. Create and seize opportunities. Lead. Be accountable.

:)

The etching of the day-The Sky is the Limit

2009-09-28T11:45:00.000-07:00

California’s Unemployment Rate Increases To 12.2 Percent

2009-09-22T12:03:00.000-07:00

Note: EDD’s Unemployment Insurance (UI) telephone lines are open Saturdays
from 10 a.m. to 1 p.m. for claim filing and assistance. For convenience, select
EDD Workforce Services offices also are open Saturdays from 10 a.m. to 1 p.m.
to provide access to computers and phones for claim filing and assistance.
Check EDD’s Web site (www.edd.ca.gov) for a list of these offices.

California’s Unemployment Rate Increases To 12.2 Percent

SACRAMENTO – California’s unemployment rate was 12.2 percent in
August, and nonfarm payroll jobs declined by 12,300 during the month,
according to data released today by the California Employment Development
Department (EDD) from two separate surveys.
The U.S. unemployment rate also increased in August, rising to 9.7 percent.
In July, the state’s unemployment rate was 11.9 percent, and in August 2008, the
unemployment rate was 7.6 percent. The unemployment rate is derived from a
federal survey of 5,500 California households

The power to begin again, to retool, to re-invent ourselves.

2009-08-23T15:15:00.000-07:00

To whom it may concern: I wanted to share this article with you on this Sunday afternoon. Since I won't make it to church today, I was looking around online for a glimpse of inspiration and spiritual nourishment, and I found it in this article written by Dr. Penny Nixon the former senior pastor at MCCSF in San Francisco where I attend church. Dr Nixon wrote this letter for Easter, however the message is just as relevant for today as it is for tomorrow and will be forever. I hope as you read it you feel as connected to it's truths as I did when I read it for the first time.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

In case you hadn't seen it yet, here's a piece I wrote about resurrection that was published in the San Mateo County Times:
Resurrection for All of Us

Last year’s resurrection won’t work for this year’s Easter. I’m not sure when the expiration date was, but all I know is that it lost its potency somewhere along the way. Today it is all too easy to look around us and lose sight of the Easter message of hope and renewal.

The “first” Easter didn’t happen in a historical vacuum. It wasn’t some Hallmark moment in a manicured garden with birds singing and rabbits cocking their heads. It happened in the midst of sorrow, despair and loss. The women who came to visit the tomb were not enveloped in a beatific glow. They came with swollen eyes and tired bodies, a visage of grief. The crosses were still casting their shadows in the background. Good Friday was a mere 36 hours behind them.

Today it still feels like a Good Friday world, where goodness is often crucified, and where violence has become our default solution. Many in our own community feel unsure about the future. Others worry endlessly whether they will be able to put food on the table and whether their rent or mortgage check will bounce. Still others wake up every day wondering whether they will be handed a pink slip. And many, particularly the uninsured and under-insured, live in anxiety that the next illness in their family will plunge them into unrelenting debt.

As people living in this nation, our economic security and sense of identity have been shaken profoundly. This is not news to anyone reading this. But the enduring message of Easter is that there is life beyond Good Friday.

So why has last year’s resurrection date expired? Because I have lost my faith? No. I do not doubt the power of resurrection that many Christians believed happened 2000 years ago. I am simply suggesting that if resurrection—that ability to rise from the ashes and live again—is not happening in our own life and community, then it is not yet real. The nature of resurrection is that it doesn’t just happen once, but again and again.

And do we ever need it this year.

The power to begin again, to retool, to re-invent ourselves. Resurrection is the greatest stimulus package imaginable. The power to become not who we were, but more than who we were. The ability to rise from the ashes and leave behind those aspects of ourselves that put us in disharmony with one another and with our brothers and sisters across the world.

How does it happen? We imagine it together. It happens in communities, all kinds of them. We stop thinking of ourselves first and concentrate on our interdependence. We break through the shackles of race, class and gender by intentionally crossing boundaries and working together to truly help each other. We practice acts of kindness and are the first to give the other the benefit of the doubt. We stop blaming and get to work. We are honest enough to admit that the old system just doesn’t work anymore, and we are brave enough to embrace new possibilities of a way forward. We refuse the easy out of cynicism and become champions of hope even when things look bleak. We believe that even the smallest act can make a difference.

Remember, resurrection happened in the dark of night, and then the dawn came. And, the new resurrection happening this year—it is for everyone. It doesn’t matter what tradition you’re from. Every faith tradition celebrates some concept of resurrection. It doesn’t matter what you call it. Call it spring. Call it renewal. Just be part of the new life, the new way trying to spring up like grass through the cement of our past. If we can imagine it, we can create it. So this Easter I am imagining resurrection—for all of us.

Rev. Dr. G. Penny Nixon
Senior Minister, Congregational Church of San Mateo

BART has reached a tentative agreement

2009-08-16T19:22:00.000-07:00

Go to this link for the details BART - Regular BART service tomorrow / tentative agreement reached.

Lemonade Movie Trailer

2009-08-10T10:39:00.001-07:00

We've all heard the truism, "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade."
[*Per Webster:
tru·ism [tr ìzzəm]
(plural tru·isms)
n
obvious statement: a statement that is so obviously true and so often repeated that people find it trite or meaningless]

However, there is nothing trite or meaningless about 'Lemonade' the movie. Out of this tough economic time, laid off ad man 37 year-old copywriter Erik Proulx turned to movie making. Now he has a movie showcasing the transformed lives of former ad executives, all laid off from their high paying jobs, and coming out the other end of the experience with fuller and richer lives than before.

Check out Erik's website http://www.pleasefeedtheanimals.com/

*Thank you Erik for the refreshing drink of 'Lemonade The Movie' on a hot summer day*

I could manage without smell for a year

2009-07-30T21:21:00.001-07:00

Smell, on the plus side it would make cleaning the cat box a lot easier.

Social Media, Rumors, and My Observations

2009-06-26T11:31:00.000-07:00

It was a case of 'the rumor of my death was greatly exaggerated'.regarding the reports that Jeff Goldblum died last night. (I wanted to share my observations with you.)

I volunteered at a concert last night. Some of the concert goers were talking about how shocked they were to learn the news about Michael Jackson's death' yesterday.

Then someone came in saying they had just heard that actor, Jeff Goldblum had died in an accident. The response was interesting. Here is what I observed:

*Some took out their pda's and began to search for the true story.
*Some accepted the news as fact.
*Some immediately said this is a rumor, and dismissed it.
*Some said these things happen in three's, but they thought that Ed McMahon was the first, Farrah Fawcett 2nd, and Michael Jackson 3rd.

In recent days, social media was a source of news information in Iran, sharing videos from the protests. But in this case, the rumor mill went into overload. There will always be the need for legitimate news organizations, to filter through the debris, and deliver the facts of a story.

Here's what a search for 'Jeff Goldblum fall' revealed:

NZ police deny rumours of actor Goldblum death‎ - 10 hours ago

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BREAKING NEWS-Michael Jackson dies

2009-06-25T15:29:00.000-07:00

It's being reported that Michael Jackson suffered cardiac arrest today, and died. CBS reported the news on the air at 3:33pm pacific time. At the same time CNN had still not confirmed the news of his death, and instead was reporting he was in a coma. However, the L.A. Times is also reporting that Jackson died.

Farrah Fawcett dead at 62

2009-06-25T14:41:00.000-07:00

Farrah Fawcett 62, died Thursday, after a long battle with cancer.

I grew up watching 'Charlies Angels' when the show started. I liked Farrah Fawcett's haircut so much, that I ended up getting the layered cut, and adding some blond highlights to my hair.

We're a society on the move, and very busy, with little time to watch whole newscasts, all of the way through. So we're much more driven to get tidbits of news, through headlines, and blurbs. Lately the headlines about Farrah, had been revolving around Ryan O'Neal planning to marry the actress. (When she could say 'I do', which tragically did not happen.)

I took time to read some of the articles posted today about Farrah Fawcett's life, and her battle with cancer. The documentary "Farrah's Story", an unvarnished look at Farrah Fawcett's struggle to overcome cancer is suppose to re-air on NBC tomorrow night. NBC.COM has posted this information:
NBC is going to re-air Farrah's Story tomorrow evening, June 26, from 9-11. Dateline NBC will have a special show about Farrah on tonight as well.

Here is a link to Anderson Cooper's 360 blog, which includes a clip from Farrah's Story.

California's Unemployment Rate is like Kirsti Alley's diet woes

2009-06-22T10:33:00.000-07:00

Just like a failed diet, encouraged to see some weight loss, but then yikes, not only were those pounds gained back, but some extra pounds were added on as well.

Well, California had good news in April when unemployment rates came back down to 11% from 11.2%. Indications of recovery after stimulus efforts were made. There were warnings however, that the pending problems with car manufacturers, would represent yet another wave of layoffs.

Unemployment reports now, late in June, reveal a sharp increase up to 11.5%. 11.5%, it's now reported that California will probably see an increase in the unemployment rate up to 12%.

With all the yo yo, month to month reports. I'm hearing positive reports also. Some folks in my circle of life have gone back, or are going back to work. So don't give up is my message, keep on keeping on, believe, seek, and you will find. Here's to pride week. vlb

2009-06-20T16:52:00.001-07:00

"Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy."

Thich Nhat Hanh

2009-06-20T16:42:00.000-07:00

"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved."

Helen Keller

An Attitude of Gratitude

2009-06-19T10:52:00.000-07:00

It seems like only yesterday, that I worked with the folks in the picture above. Yes, I'm in this picture too. However, at the same time, it seems like a lifetime ago, that I worked with these folks. Everyone shown has moved on. The station we worked for, stopped doing news many moons ago.

In this current economy there have been many cutbacks, and workers laid off from their jobs in numerous industries. Others, like me, have accepted voluntary buyouts from their companies, to take this opportunity to move forward, and change careers.

The process for me, has had it ups and downs. But, I have an attitude of gratitude. I'm grateful for my partner, who has stood by me, and believed in me. I'm grateful for my friend Kevin, who, with a passion for his craft, tutored me in my studies. I'm grateful for The Bay Area Video Coalition, for giving me the tools and instruction to learn new technologies!

I've been inspired by the process of pushing forward. I am eternally grateful to the those people I have met along this path. As the man in the bookstore prayed for me, so many moons ago, I'll never forget what he said, "God, keep her reminded, that you are going before her, preparing the way for her."

If your actions inspire others to dream more, learn more, do more and become more, you are a leader. John Quincy Adams (1767-1848)

Alaska, The Last Frontier

2009-06-10T23:25:00.000-07:00

In this tough economy, you have to find time to smell the roses, take time to recharge your batteries, it works in ways you can't imagine.

I was reminded on my recent visit to Alaska, just how precious, and short life is. I was dinning with my partner when we started talking with the family sitting next to us at dinner one night. It was a father, mother, and daughter in her mid twenties vacationing together.

I found an immediate connection with the father. We had both worked in our previous industries for over twenty years, and we both had done very well in our careers, but at the same we were ready, and currently entering new career paths. We stayed an additional hour at this restaurant visiting with this family, and enjoying their company.

Life is short, I'm thankful for my trip to Alaska, the endless, and beautiful scenery, and the wonderful people I met. I'm thankful that I'm not alone, in forging a new career path. (*forging per Webster:

2.	vt establish something with effort: to establish and strive to develop something with great effort.)

In this economy making a career change does take 'great effort'. Alaska's last frontier renewed my energy for the continued work ahead. vlb

5/5/2009 It's My Birthday:)

2009-05-05T10:03:00.000-07:00

It's my birthday today. So far, I'm off to a great start, the love of my life gave me a one year membership to 24 hour fitness. Oh. happy day:)

My horoscope in the SF Chronicle today says:
TAURUS-(April 19-May 19) What use to come easy doesn't any more. This is good because it pushes you in a new and more creative direction.

Well, this is true. I started working when I was in senior high school, and I have not been without a job since that time. But, I was ready to move forward in a new and more creative direction. My last job had become stifling. After layoffs at the company, my schedule change to nights. Now my commute, built around shuttles and BART was compromised. There are no shuttle buses to my neck of the woods after midnight.

So, leaving all of that behind me, I am pressing forward to high calling of a new career path. It's hard work, but, I'm a skilled at hard work. Above is a picture I painted with the paint program on my computer. It's practice. But, it's representative of my life. Roots firmly planted in the ground, supporting my life, as I go through the process of branching out. vlb

In Development

2009-05-04T13:57:00.001-07:00

My Life in Development

Today, I started the journey
Yesterday, I followed the path
Last week, I kept the faith
Last month, I prayed
Last year, I looked forward to the future
Many moons ago, I grew up
Tomorrow, is my birthday

by vlb, May 5, it's my day, it's the celebration of the beginning, of what was to become me, and there is no period at the end of the sentence, just the knowledge, that as before, my life is in development

May 1st 2009 & May Showers on Labor Day

2009-05-01T16:41:00.000-07:00

May lived up to it's reputation today and brought in the showers.

It's also Labor Day. I so wish May had brought in a shower of jobs. But, maybe it will.

In my own job search, I had a welcome phone interview yesterday. Next week, I'll have phone interview#2. Will the week after bring the in person interview? and perhaps soon, a job?

Well, whatever happens, May is my month. I was born on May 5th, and my lucky number (if you believe in lucky numbers, hey, I'll take any advantage I can get.) is lucky number 5.

Summer resorts are hiring per the Associated Press-Here's the link:

Summer resorts hiring heavily among US unemployed

But, lets get real. Here's hoping that those of us out there looking for a job, will find one, soon, a job, that after this summer, will still be ours! vlb

Unemployment-It's up again in California

2009-04-23T13:26:00.000-07:00

(04-17) 12:06 PDT SAN FRANCISCO -- The state unemployment rate soared to 11.2 percent in March, the highest since before World War II, leaving a record 2.1 million Californians out of work, according to a report issued Friday. (San Francisco Chronicle)

It's up again, the unemployment figures continue to rise. One person out of every nine in California is unemployed. It's hard to believe.

The good news, some companies are hiring in spite of other companies having to still layoff staff.

To check out the top 200 companies in the bay area, check out this link to the SF Chronicles CHRON200.

And here's to all of us out there looking for work in 2009. vlb

Jobless claims top 6M; housing starts plummet

2009-04-16T11:05:00.000-07:00

WASHINGTON — The number of people receiving jobless benefits exceeded 6 million for the first time, the government reported Thursday, and housing construction unexpectedly plunged to its second-lowest level on record — fresh evidence that the recession is far from over.

Analysts expect the labor market to remain weak for the most of this year with companies reluctant to hire new workers until an economic recovery is well under way. And the latest housing data show the slump in that market, a major factor in triggering the recession, has yet to hit bottom." (from Comcast.net news and information)

Well, this was the first bit of news I read this morning as I logged on to work on school projects, and do my job search research. Finding a job in 2009 is going to be tough. So here's to the unemployed out there, stay steadfast, because in spite of this news, Craigslist, Monster.com, Ladders, and a host of other sites out there continue to post tons of positions, and although they may not yield what your looking for, these sites do give way to new directions of possibility for work, that maybe you have not yet thought of. Be creative!:) vlb

Never Give Up

2009-04-13T11:38:00.000-07:00

Whatever it is you're dealing with today, don't give up, never give up. The path may be steep, maybe you can't see an end to the path. But hindsight is 20/20. Sometimes it helps to look back, as you move forward.

In my ongoing job search I'm learning many lessons, sharpening many skills, and learning to be present and grateful, not just for where I've been, but for where I'm going to be. vlb

Magnitude 4.3 Earthquake this morning in the South Bay

2009-03-30T13:24:00.000-07:00

This is Pacifica, California and this is where I live, Pacifica is 20 minutes south of San Francisco. This morning I was working at my desk at home when the house sounded like it was settling into the ground. A couple of minutes later the house shook, and the chair I was sitting in swayed and shimmied left to right a few times. There was no doubt that an earthquake had just hit the bay area.

Fyi, no reports of damage or injuries, Bit it definitely felt like a strong quake. vlb

Friday Already:) Oh, Yeah

2009-03-27T10:32:00.001-07:00

This beach is located about 40 minutes south of San Francisco, and only 5 minutes south of Devil's Slide, Devil's Slide is well known in the bay area because about every other year it closes down hwy 1 to through traffic, after winter storms cause weak areas in the rock to slide into the highway, shutting it down for several days, while the cleanup and repairs are made. But, a major highway project underway will make those closures a thing of the past.

Yesterday as I took a walk along this beach, and took in the beauty of God's creation, and took time to breathe in the fresh air, and had time to play with dogs, and spend time out in nature with the love of my life, I found renewed strength, and began again to count my many blessings, and name them one by one.

My life will always be in development, there will always be new things to learn, and new places to go and explore, this period of career change is showing me these things more than ever. A stranger once prayed for me this wonderful prayer of encouragement, and part of the prayer went like this, "God keep her reminded, that you are always going before her, preparing the way for her." Hindsight has shown me how this prayer is being fulfilled day by day, as I look forward I hope to begin to see it as well, with more conviction and assurance, while at times there may just be one set of footprints in the sand. (get it?) vlb

Monday came quick!

2009-03-23T11:01:00.000-07:00

It was a very cold and windy weekend. But today the sun is warm, the wind has calmed down somewhat, and the search for a job continues.

I take a daily walk for exercise and fresh air. I noticed last week for the first time on my walk, that more cars are parked along the street than ever before, more people are staying home. The headline on this Saturday's SF Chronicle showed unemployment in California was now at 10.5%. I can certainly see the impact where I live with more neighbors staying home these days. Back when I was first home from leaving my job, this area was a ghost town during the week.

So with renewed effort, here's to the week ahead, the job search continues. So send positive job energy this way! The sun is high in the sky, there is a cold breeze blowing, you can hear the distant sound of lawnmowers running as the wheels of industry are turning. So here's to hard work, play, and taking the time to smell the roses. Happy Monday! vlb

sunset in pacifica california, weds and thurs night

2009-03-19T21:42:00.000-07:00

The fog returns to Pacifica

2009-03-17T12:44:00.000-07:00

The fog is rolling in thick today.

Just like in life, sometimes the fog comes in thick. But, all of the beauty, all of the blue skies, all of the hope, and promise, and direction, and potential are still there. Even when it's not as apparent as when the skies are clear. vlb

Monday

2009-03-16T17:37:00.000-07:00

At the end of the day this Monday, while I did a ton of research, and found some interesting positions to apply for, and finally had my telephone interview with EDD to go over questions regarding my unemployment benefits, it felt like a wasted day, unfortunately.

But, during this period of searching for a new job, going back to school, and changing my career path, I'm guessing that's just the way it's going to be. I've had some incredible days that felt successful and I could see that I made some major steps forward. This was not one of those days.

What was missing? Well, I never took my walk today, I never picked up my book to read, I had lunch at my desk, I didn't do my stretches.. My lesson? To remember the exhaustion that comes from not doing those things that recharge and renew my brain cells and battery. It's just as vital to take time to smell the flowers, as it is to plant the seeds, as I grow into that new job that I'm looking for. vlb

Pacifica, California this week end

2009-03-15T12:53:00.000-07:00

"The Daily Show" w/Jon Stewart

2009-03-14T11:07:00.000-07:00

http://www.thedailyshow.com/

2009-03-13T22:57:00.000-07:00

Take time to Breathe Deeply

2009-03-13T22:53:00.000-07:00

The sf chronicle had a story in the datebook section today on rock climber 'Katie Brown'. Only 28, Katie Brown is author of 'Girl on the Rocks': A Woman's Guide to Climbing with Strength, Grace, and Courage' Falcon Guides, 2009. The title alone describes my job search journey, as I climb onward and upward, I’m relying on strength, grace, and courage.
When I lived in Florida, I worked for a start up television station that during the construction period of the new building, the station launched a 20 minute show out of an old strip mall turned office complex. In the complex, next door to the temporary station, was an indoor rock climbing gym going in. Working for a start up station was exciting, but just as exciting was watching the progress of the rock climbing gym going on.
Later, after moving to California, I finally made my way to an indoor rock climbing gym in San Rafael, California. I joined the gym, took lessons in rock climbing and weight lifting. Before starting up the wall, you would say on-belay, that indicated to your belay-er, that you were tied in and ready to climb. I was in the best shape ever when I climbed. Reading the chronicle story about climbing and author Katie Brown this morning brought back many memories of those days.
I have had the good fortune of taking part in in-door and outdoor rock climbing, parachuting, scuba diving, and snorkeling out in the ocean over huge sea turtles and reefs. Each of these activities brought me a very similar feeling, of being out in nature, and really letting go of all the stuff, the baggage, the dust, the cob webs, you truly, in those type of moments, live in the present moment, as you focus on safety and survival, and you breathe in the air, and take in the beauty of what’s around you.
Here's a quote from Katie's book, "You're a little intimidated by the challenge of the climb, and the exposure, so you breathe deeply, tell yourself you can do it, and continue to move upward on the rock."
Whatever you do, remember to take a moment to breathe deeply, tell yourself you can do it, and continue to climb upward! vlb

breathe in the fresh salty air and fill your lungs

2009-03-12T21:26:00.000-07:00

Thank God for the Bay Area Video Coalition

2009-03-10T11:08:00.000-07:00

San Francisco is home to many great colleges and schools. In the area of digital and video technologies, the Bay Area Video Coalition is one of the best. (bavc.org) I'm involved in a 250 plus hour-job development-portfolio building-program with bavc.

I get lab time to practice, practice, practice the lessons taught in the three to four day classes. Since my editing background is in avid non-linear editing, I'm now studying final cut pro 6 non-linear editing. In addition to editing however, I'll be learning how to make graphics through photoshop, flash, illustrator, and studying a web intensive path.

As I continue my journey to a new job, and continue the work of transitioning from one career path to another, I'm fortunate to live in California, where media programs and talented instructors thrive, and I'm blessed have access to the ETP state funded programs, so that I can develop my skills and find inspiration and new job opportunities.

Today I'm counting my blessings, high on the list is the Bay Area Video Coalition. Thanks for Advanced Digital Media Training!!, and for accepting me into this course of study! vlb

Bad News-Still no job

2009-03-09T14:57:00.000-07:00

Well, the news was not good. I did not get the job. I had such high hopes, this was truly a dream job. I was told that I was #2 out of the 4 chosen for in-person interviews. I wish that could somehow help the way I feel right now. But, this a tough road I'm on.

So, I'll continue my classes and push forward. In the meantime, I would appreciate your words of encouragement, your prayers, and your job related stories. Thanks for checking in.

taking time to smell the flowers

2009-03-08T19:35:00.000-07:00

the weekend weather was terrific, just in time for the time to change and give us longer days to enjoy more sunshine. these are pictures taken in Half Moon Bay and Pacifica, California this weekend. the flowers are starting to bloom and the beach, although windy, was beautiful.
Monday is around the corner, the job search will continue, but for now it's been nice to take time to smell the flowers. here's a prayer for a blessed week ahead. vlb

tgif it's friday:)

2009-03-06T11:05:00.000-08:00

don't forget to set your clocks ahead one hour as of 2am sunday, when daylight-saving time begins, and you'll be rewarded with with another hour of sunlight in the evening.

this is my favorite time of the year. i love the longer days! i feel like i can accomplish more, play more.

avant-garde french poet Guillaume Apollinaire wrote:
TAKE A LEAP!
come to the edge, he said.
they said:we are afraid.
come to the edge, he said.
they came, he pushed them,
and they flew.

from the book 'The Success Principles' by Jack Canfield, he writes..'All the successful people I know have been willing to take a chance---a leap of faith---even though they were afraid. Sometimes they were terrified, but they knew it they didn't act, the opportunity would pass them by. They trusted their intuition and they simply went for it.' (page 121)

here's to all of us going for it. may we grow wings along the way and fly, tgif. vlb

it's thursday

2009-03-05T18:01:00.000-08:00

the sun rose and set today without my becoming employed. however, i did get word that a decision is still in works and may come friday or monday. so i, along with three others wait, with the knowledge that we made it to the top of 250 others who applied for this same position.

along with my wait for word about the job today, i made a full day hitting the redial button on the phone to unemployment. my ui check is late, very late. on the other end of line the message continued to be 'we're currently receiving more calls than we can handle', and occasionally i would get excited by the other message that takes you through three steps before telling you 'we're currently receiving more calls than we can handle at this time'.

the best part of my day was the chance to do a good deed for a neighbor. i took their pet hamster to the vet. this little hamster was so adorable, unfortunately dealing with some health issues. i was happy to get him to his appointment. here's to healing, to miracles, and to all of us out there looking for work, and wholeness.

to update this post, i have to add, that an even better part of my day was going for an evening walk on the beach with the love of my life, with the dogs. watching the sun set in the west, and seeing the warmth and love in my partner's eyes, makes everything okay in the world, it's a joy to be in love, i wish that for everyone. vlb

here's to a nice break in the clouds

2009-03-04T09:42:00.000-08:00

after the rain comes the sun

2009-03-03T22:03:00.000-08:00

the rain was coming down in buckets today as I took off for my job interview. when i arrived to my interview location, the clouds rolled back, the sun came out, and blue skies were visible.

from a guard patrolling the grounds, to the top executive, i was met with kind and encouraging words. i now wait for a decision to be made. but, during the process today, i learned that 250 resumes had been received, 30 prospective employees had been called, only 4 applicants made it to the in-person interviews. i'm grateful to have been one of the four. vlb

OK, Job Interview Today

2009-03-03T10:45:00.000-08:00

A lot of work has gone into this moment, a job interview, for what I consider to be a dream job, with a wonderful, successful company. (No Pressure) It will be a series of several interviews over several hours. I feel as prepared as I can be.
So, wherever you're at, and whatever you're doing, and whatever your beliefs are, send me positive job energy today. Thank you for finding this post, and for taking the time to read it.
If you happen to be looking for work yourself, I have to say, Here's to us! as we do the hard work of finding a job that gives us the challenges we seek!
Don't take today for granted, it's all we're guaranteed. We have to do everything in our power to make it count. vlb

sharing what i read today & lessons I'm learning

2009-03-02T14:18:00.000-08:00

I try to spend a little time everyday reading something that will uplift and encourage me as I continue my path of looking for my next job. (in addition to job boards and craigslist, etc)
Currently I'm reading 'The Success Principles' by Jack Canfield. Here are a couple things that stuck with me today. First a quote from Robert Fritz, author of 'The Path of Least Resistance', 'If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect from yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is a compromise.' , and then in the same chapter is a cartoon showing two guys sitting on a bench, one guy is well dressed and the other guy is unshaven and a mess. The unshaven guys says to the other "I'm wealthy beyond my wildest dreams! Unfortunately, my dreams were never very wild."
Here's to all of us looking for work to have wilder dreams! There are different kinds of wealth. In my case while I want to make good money, it is just as important to me to be thriving in the work I do. I had the choice to stay with my last job, I had a great position and I was making good money, but with cutbacks at the company, a stressful job became even more stressful. (It's a long story) But, I have no regrets in making the decision to move on and to create a more balanced life for myself. I also have a deep and abiding faith that God is there, going before me and preparing the way for me. With that faith comes the responsibility to do everything in my power, to grow, to reach, to believe. to learn, to listen, and to be present! It takes a lot of courage and risk to move forward and reach for what you truly want, and not compromise. But, now that I'm moving on, I see that it takes a lot of courage to stay in a tough situation as well, and my hat is off to those who choose to do that. vlb

water shortage receives help from mother nature~much needed rain

2009-03-02T13:56:00.000-08:00

looking for work in 2009

2009-03-01T14:49:00.000-08:00

looking for work in 2009 is tough work. as of last Friday unemployment reached an all time high at 10.1% in California, the highest in 26 years. You hear bites on the news every night from highly qualified and educated unemployed workers out there in the market for a job after being let go from their company.
in my situation, it's been 9 months of diligent searching, refining my resume, searching job boards, researching companies, and through this process there have only been a few phone calls and interviews for work.
but, finally the light has gone off, it's not what I've been that will lead me to a new job, but it's what i'm going to be. I'm learning how to reinvest, reinvent, plug-in, reach-out, research, and discover what it is that i want from work period. (and it's not just an income, although that's high on the list, OK it's first on the list)
when my process was just starting a few months back, i met someone at a restaurant in San Francisco who encouraged me by saying, "you have to stop saying to yourself what you can't do, and start realizing what you can do". everyday I'm understanding that statement a little bit more. here's to all of us out there working to find a job! may we not be a statistic for much longer! vlb